What at week...

I think this has been a hard week for motherhood. It started with Devin getting a cold. Then last Sunday/Monday Devin woke up puking every couple of hours. Then Jonas got the cold, then on Wednesday Jonas got the puking. Nothing like a 1 1/2 year old puking their guts out. I couldn't control it and it just kept coming and I felt soo bad. I comforted him the best I could and I love him every minute I could, but it still killed me inside knowing I couldn't fix it. Then we all still have/had colds. I knew my time was to come to join the puking trend, and Friday night I just couldn't stay at work, I felt soo bad/sick and I knew it wasn't going to end up well. So I went home early and about an hour after I got home, yes the puking started. It wasn't as bad as it could have been, but it still wasn't fun.

Friday, I made a cake for one of my dearest friend Kristin's Bridal shower and I was going to decorate it on Saturday morning because her shower was that afternoon. Well I didn't think it'd be a good idea to bring a cake made by an infected person to feed a bunch of pretty ladies. So the cake went into the garbage. I didn't even go to the shower because I had such a rough night/morning. I spelt all day Saturday. I felt so bad that I didn't get to go to her party. But what can you do when you're sick.

This week was just hard because sickness is out of my control. I can't fix it, I can't change it. I can try to comfort my loves, but I can only do so much. Motherhood is hard, but so worth it. I just wish it didn't hurt so much sometimes.